Year A / Ordinary Time / Week 15 / Monday
Readings: Isaiah 22:19-23 / Psalm: 138:1-2, 2-3, 6, 8 (R/v 8bc) / Romans 11:33-36 / Matthew 16:13-20
Jesus asks the disciples this question. We hear it in today’s gospel passage because you and I are these disciples.
This question demands a profession of faith in Jesus who is God with us. What will be our response?
We profess our Christian faith whenever we say the Nicene Creed. However, each of us understands the one God we worship in different ways. These shape our answers to Jesus’ question. In turn these affect how each of us lives out our Christian faith.
If you believe God is a judge who counts our good and bad deeds, our saintly acts and sinful choices, then you’d probably live your lives very carefully. And possibly, fearfully. You’ll do everything to avoid sin, observe every church law without necessarily understanding them, and safeguard your faith by staying away from everyone you deem a sinner.
On the other hand, if you believe God is all-accepting, welcoming and will wait patiently in Heaven for you to get there, then, you may not really worry about the state of your Christian life. You’re probably comfortable with a lukewarm faith, not anxious about pleasing God with good deeds or striving hard enough to turn away from sin.
What we believe about God then affects all sorts of other things. Like whether we come to Sunday Mass to fulfil the Church’s obligation or for the love of God. Or, why some are Pope Benedict Catholics for whom God and the Church are more concerned about moral behaviour while others are Pope Francis Catholics for whom God is mercy and the Church inclusive.
Our beliefs affect our prayer too. If we think of God as a stern judge, we will always want to look good before God. If we think of God as a loving parent, we will readily ask for help or advice. And if we think of God as a friend, we will converse with God just talking about our day.
Indeed what we believe about God matters. This is why I believe Jesus asks the question, ‘Who do you say I am?’ He knows that what we think of him will affect how we live our Christian lives daily.
Who do people say that I am?” Jesus asked. His disciples replied, “Some call you John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” They repeated what they heard others say about Jesus instead of what they believed. What about us? Will we repeat what others say, that ‘Jesus is this’ and ‘Jesus is that’?
Jesus didn’t seem satisfied. He wanted to hear his disciples’ answer. Hence, He asked the more important question: “But you, who do you say that I am?” I imagine his disciples struggled to answer. Only Peter did: “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” And only God could have revealed this to Peter Jesus teaches us.
Wise are we to ask God to reveal who Jesus is to us personally and uniquely. This is how we can better encounter, know and believe in Jesus.
God did this for Jared, a young man at a retreat I once conducted. He shared with the group that Jesus spoke to him in Teochew, saying “I am your best friend.” They laughed, saying Jesus only speaks English in their prayer. Jared explained how his grandma spoke Teochew to teach him about God, to pray to Jesus, and to recite the Hail Mary.
“Who do you say I am?” I can’t help but wonder if Jesus’ question is for us to know Him as He really is for each of us. And according to God’s revelation to us, like He did for Jared.
I believe Jesus asks us this question because he wants more from us than those easily repeated answers from Catechism class, spiritual writings read, youtube videos watched, or Facebook posts and whatapp messages crowding out our spiritual lives.
I am convinced Jesus wants us to answer His question thoughtfully with our head, and, more so, lovingly with our heart, and totally with our soul and with our life.
Let me suggest that at the heart of Jesus’ question is His desire to have a two-way relationship between Himself and us, not just one-way. His question opens a space for our answer. He knows this interaction will draw us deeper into life with Him.
Then, we will understand Jesus not as a charismatic leader, a good friend or a learned teacher. Rather, that He is the very presence of God’s love in the world. Divine love that opens wide to love each of us and to whom we can open up our hearts and let God’s love in — and return it. This openness to God’s love has a name. It is “faith.”
We need this kind of faith to answer Jesus’ question. Not just in this homily or in a theology class. Rather, when and where our faith matters most. Beside a sick or death bed, not just next to our parents or children. Whenever we’re burdened, anxious or struggling to sleep, not just when we are consoled and can sleep in. When life is falling apart, not just when things are going well. This is when our faith matters; it’s like when rubber hits the road, so to speak. That’s when what we truly believe about God matters. That’s when our faith in Jesus is tested.
No matter what is going on in our lives presently, today’s gospel reading demands we wrestle with Jesus’ question. We must because we profess to have faith and trust in Jesus as our Saviour. For some of us, Jesus promises to calm our every storm. For others, He offers us a peace that surpasses understanding. For all of us, he is eager to hear our every prayer and to assure us that He will be with us always, even to the end,
This is who Jesus is. And He tells us so, even with His question, in the language we know best, His love. Let’s consider replying to Jesus with love too, saying, like Peter did, ‘Yes, You are the Christ.”
Shall we?
Preached at the Church of the Sacred Heart
photo by Marcos Paulo Prado on Unsplash
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